i want lori back.
although she always complain about me
and how messy the house is
and everytime scolds us when we cook in the kitchen
and hunt for food every night...
i really miss her.
she has been with me since i was a baby
and took care of me for 14 years.
who's gonna cook for me curry and tom yam fish soup?
who's gonna cook the best mash potato in the world for me?
who's gonna ask me to taste her food whether it's nice enough,
saltish enough? ...
who's gonna come into my room when she's tired,
and ask whether she can sleep on the floor
even though the beds were not occupied?
who will always ask me whether she can buy my phone although it's old?
who's gonna talk to me about all the new phones she've bought?
who's gonna complain when rachel puts powder on the bed?
who's gonna open the door for me when i have no key?
who's gonna accompany me when i'm the only one in the family left in the house?
and feeling very scared and lonely?
no one...no one anymore...
i thought my life just started with her...not very long ago.
i thought it was just the beginning...
why? why must she leave now?
christmas hasn't even arrived yet...
christmas without lori's chicken curry? is just different...
nobody can cook better curry chicken than lori...no one.
but i guess afterall, it's time for her to go home.
she alr coming to 60? i can't expect her to work her until 70-80 plus can i?
she hardly saw her family in this 14 years... only for about 2 years?
but still...i can't live without lori. she keeps the whole house so...
clean. but she's already gone home... im gonna miss her. in fact im missing her already...